wow, at last i'm speaking my truth.
after having a great chat with S on saturday and us becoming very vulnerable.
We spoke again yesterday and he asked me when he would see me . I replied when you make time , your always busy.
So he invited me to his house last night for dinner with his housemates and there was me all meek and saying ok ..
Anyway after I put the phone down to him I realised I hadn't spoken my truth and that i was feeling angey and disapointed . so I called him back and told him that actually that didn't work for me and that I wanted to see him on my own.
As it turned out Iw ent over for dinner and hung out with him after and I really got that he's not interested in me on a sexual level, he just wants to be friends. even though he flirts with me..
Doing The Work this morning I got that I just want him to agree with me ..
I'm feeling free today and just amazed at how my mind loves to fall back into denial.. anyway I've told him that I will move in for 1 month to his house , so he'll be my landlord , that should make things interesting huh!!
ok blessings to all
\xxpipxxx
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