update

Opps been out of action for a while now.
Not literally of course, Life couldn't be greater. I am embracing being single, I love it, really I do.
Who would believe it but I've been questioning my mind ALOT recently and apart from still cursing bad drivers and getting pissed off when people wake me up my thinking has become alot more peaceful. And I have to say that I feel very happy in my life.
One thing that does arise at the moment is that I have been given a wonderful opportunity to do what I love (facilitating The Work) and I'm procrastinating about it right now. I believe it brings up thoughts of having to prove myself or I'm not going to be good enough or I'm gonna get it wrong, People will laugh at me, My dad told me I would fail and it's come true, There's too much to do !
All great thoughts to inquire on.
S is back this week and I am living in his house. We haven't seen each other for 6 weeks and he has a new girlfriend. I feel very removed from it at the moment and we'll see what happens when we finally see each other, will those old feelings be ignited or not ..
I'll keep you posted.
I've also been playing with my diet again and cut back on veggies and size of my meals, it's interesting to see how little actually fills you where did i fit it all before ?
Blessings
Pipx